akane-desu-ka

I smile as the bowl is passed to me and everything else falls away. With the bowl between my lips and my finger over the hole I light the lighter. The faint crack snap and finally light crackle of the fire seems far away. I am concentrating only on my goal. I tip the lighter over and get ready. Excitement pumping through my veins. I lower the orange and blue flame onto the cup, where the weed lay, and suck in, burning it. The smell fills my nose as it turns black, my cue to let go of the hole and suck in the smoke. I keep my eyes on the smoldering drug as a feel a rush of taste as the smoke enters my mouth. My eyes become unfocused and I bl

Lust It ruins lives, and yet it is where all of our life form has begun and will end with. We come as a result of, in short, carnal attraction- in other words- lust. It breaks hearts and at the same time keeps us going Whether we want it to be ther eor not, we have no control it attacks us when we least expect it and stays for days or weeks or years. Impulsive behaviour is what ultimately destroys us all-                              We give up everything for those 30 seconds of orgasmic bliss-                                           for that momentary feeling of closeness- our minds cloud and we don't think straight        

It slides over your skin hot,seductive the pain you dont' hesitate to remember the pain you don't want to forget your past, your truth hidden away from me hidden in your eyes I wonder why you broke so soon I wonder why they broke you so soon

Feel the heat on your fingertips absorb it into mine                                flowing through my head, flowing through mine-                                                                                                        yours- Stop

                                         Butterfly lips Empty kisses                                  You say you know me               how can you                                  when I can't see myself Change me Brand new Left with nothing shell                                         Angry hugs and empty kisses                                         Disdainful eyes I mistrust Worry touch Liar muddy smile Pinned love Don't lie                                   I don't know myself But I know you     Muddy smile            worry touch                  angry hugs and                             Empty kisse

Granted in a graveyard of destruction Confusing me with someone other than... Try to lead me in with your seduction In the garden of where it all began Do you feel regret for what you have done? Or do you pin me as one of many? Is this justice? In your eyes have you won? what you've done is nothing but villany. I see in your eyes a lack of remorse a judgemental fool without any pain You get what you want with nothing but force you got everything but nothing to gain and even with what you've done or will do I am still so deeply in love with you.

She stripped off her clothes and stepped into the shower slowly. She had waited a while because she was suddenly very cold, and decided to wait until the water  got scorching hot before stepping in. When she did, she closed the curtain and tipped her head back, allowing the burning water to soak her skalp and hair and trail like rivers down her face. Then suddenly she blacked out, forcefully remembering that day... "I love you. I'll never leave you. Not even for her" her eyes had filled with tears of happieness upon hearing this and at the time she believed him. She wanted to believe him. Part of her knew it was a lie, but she believed i

You haven't got to lie I see your face and I remember Those things you think we would never know I've got them all right here. I'm ready Give me what you can It has taken so long and you haven't got a clue What exactly I am going to do so sit back and wait oh sweet child sit back and watch your life fly by

You've got my attention No I will not become undone more than what you have for me fingertips and soft lips gentle caress and smooth body you need more than that to get me low noises, deep growls I will not be UNDONE

Peddle kisses and butterfly wings made gold purity is gone

Sweet velvet records between bed and plaster Drowning linen lips in coffee Your second lover in the sunshine leaving kisses on your thighs laughing acid on eyelashes.

Bathroom stalls carved in yellow Little girls curled The evidence is wired in your hair Sundressing clenched teeth When every day is dangerous.

Kids locked up and Need a brush up on love Faded faces broke our bones. Baby dolls knocked up and Need a fuck up to watch Empty pockets on tabletops. Boys with their hook ups and Girls to be back ups tonight A lay for a line is alright.